Ah, so my brother told me that when his friend came over the other day, while playing Rockband, the said friend saw me reading something that disturbed him greatly.  I was pretty sure I was just online window shopping (ugh, such a terrible habit and waste of time) but now and then, I may be be distracted and decide to read some manga instead.  So my brother tells me the other day, "Hey Connie, you know, my friend saw you being gay".  Apparently, my reading yaoi is supposedly "gay" just because it happens to be gay romance.  He goes on to tell me about how his friend told all his classmates that Kel's old sister reads gay p0rn and this shocks many into thinking I am such a gay person.  This in turn, leaves me in a laughing fit.

Really, I would have to apologize to them that my hobbies can't be permitted in their immature heads.  It's a shame that they can't accept the fact that I am attracted to the forbidden sort of romance that pull at my heartstrings after perusing through the innocent girly shoujo to the smut phases.  I'm pretty sure many people I know already knows about this hobby of mine so I don't really care if some stranger brats I don't know are clued in as well.  In the end, having been found out like that makes me understand how guys feel as they watch p0rn when their dear mother walks in...  It leaves a surprise for moment but what done is done.

Edit: Pssst...I discovered eBay; kill me now.

Labels: computer, internet, manga, online shopping, yaoi

My grades are atrocious. I can't complain about them enough. I'd had hopes that I at least past the 2nd math test above 60... I was heartbroken to find that I got a 54! WTF. I went over my answers... I had done so many careless mistakes! Like switching x₁ and x₂ in one of the formulas; resulting in a totally wrong answer. Others include switching x and y coordinates when plugging the numbers into the equation and not reading the question carefully enough to write down radius and center of a circle. Then there are those problems that I just totally forgot how to solve despite going to tutor the previous day to go over them... (omg, when I was typing this, I had my test exposed and my grandmother saw it! I'm so fcked.)

I also got a 70 on my Tech final. I thought I'd did alright on that one too so I had my hopes up; everything is fcken shattered. I don't think he taught us a lot of the material or maybe I was just careless again. I really despise my current academic state.

You know, now I guess I know how it feels when some ungrateful person scored pretty damn well but keeps complaining they could've done so much better. I'm one of those conceited ego-centric types but I wish I'd been more considerate to those who scored lower than me and kept my mouth shut. Wow, I'm a competitive bitch.

I'm mediocre when it comes to AP Europe though, although I strive to be better :/ I felt disappointed with my exam grade but expected it, seeing how I didn't know a lot of the material on the test; guess I just didn't study enough.

The Internet is a distraction. I'm currently leeching Internet from an Optimum Online connection; my last resort as it seems I can't set up my own network to connect to. Today I arrived home to find an Optimum Online vehicle parked in front of my neighbors home. As I went into my house, it starting to leave... I think they're on to me; so not only am I procrastinating, loosing my eyesight, but there is the risk that I'm probably gonna be arrested or sued until I'm dirt broke and living on the streets.

Labels: ap euro, fail, grades, honors trig, internet, soph tech, test