I made my brother's library fine $26 for overdue books and I promised I would keep his card valid...  Now I need money to pay the fine in order to continue borrowing books (limit is $15) and renew the current ones.  I can't ask my parents because I know they don't have money, would question me and then tell my relatives about how I'm kinda ruining my family financially (they did this when they found out I wasted all my Chinese New Years money on book orders back in 2nd grade.)  This is quite strange considering I've always thought that I never really get what I want.  On the contrary, I think it's better this way because it saves up for the things I actually need and these needs are usually expensive :X

My brother is a dick.  He sleeps at 1 or 2 every night; even when he doesn't even fucken have homework.  It's pissing me off knowing that he's ruining his health and my XP computer by stressing it.  He took up Maplestory again and I just can't take that he's wasting another year of his life; how could he have not realized when he wasted 2 years of his life a while back?!  I wanted my brother to become an average kind of man, with a little or more build; not a fatass geek who wouldn't even be able to get a girl.  I bet he's going to regret this in the future since I'm failing to help him open his eyes to the consequences now.  It's my fault as well since I started sleeping so late.  I wish I could sleep earlier... this is becoming a terrible habit.

Holy crap, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to react but my dad saw me reading what he probably interprets as p0rn.  I read worse things but I try to keep them all stealth... pretty good at it too, considering I used to read smut when my grandparents were right behind me watching television.  I was reading the latest chapter of Say I Love You; haven't read girly romance manga in a while.  It's actually really cute but since it's set around high school kids, its obvious there would be hints of sexual acts involved.  There's no explicit content though!  It just so happened I open the chapter image and it was the image to the left.  It does look a bit perverted but after reading the chapter, I interpreted the image as portraying the innocence of the character.
I apologize if the image "tainted" you.  Get over it.  Oh and Xin Ru, you're probably the only person whose blog I've yet commented on.  Will get to you soon!  ><

Labels: manga, money, sleep, staying up late

I got pegged in the stomach with a volleyball today. It hurt like shit. I actually heard the hydrochloric acid in my stomach make a swishing sound (I'm hungry and theres nothing in there but liquid).

I think phys. ed. is very funny for some reason. I laugh every time someone hits the ball. That volleyball must've somehow hurt my head and deleted some brain cells along with bruising my stomach.

I should be doing my spanish project given a few weeks months ago and I wait till last minute. *sigh* Looks like another all nighter and I'm not gonna be able to go on the computer over the weekend because I'm taking all of my brother's computer time.

I was mad piss yesterday. I found out that my DDP-PLTW blackboard site got deleted due to inactivity for 30 days. I think I should've at least gotten a notice. I'm sure they sent it, just never got it. This happened before with my other school/educational site Common Concept (collective of school-related sites concerning projects and such) and it made me want to drown in tears. I worked really hard on the layouts and such; made it all from scratch without photoshop coding and designing. I think I got over it. Luckly, I was smart to back-up the whole DDP site ahead of time so I just had to reupload 100 mb of shit.

I spent a lot of time helping P make a Hate Mikhail and probably some school related purpose forum. It'll be open sooner or later: Here (P wanted me to remove it). Still in progress stages.

I though I had more to write today but I can't remember. I'll edit this when it comes back.

Labels: basketball, ddp-pltw, phys. ed, procrastination, project, spanish, staying up late

I found out that Tech has forced me onto a routine that encourages bad habits. I am procrastinating more than ever, staying up later than before, and I'm starved for the whole school day (mostly my fault for joining mediation...). Anyhow, this pretty much sucks.

...I really don't have much to say =.= Nothing has happened in school that is getting on my nerves---yet.

Labels: habits, lunch, mediation, procrastination, routine, staying up late