I made my brother's library fine $26 for overdue books and I promised I would keep his card valid...  Now I need money to pay the fine in order to continue borrowing books (limit is $15) and renew the current ones.  I can't ask my parents because I know they don't have money, would question me and then tell my relatives about how I'm kinda ruining my family financially (they did this when they found out I wasted all my Chinese New Years money on book orders back in 2nd grade.)  This is quite strange considering I've always thought that I never really get what I want.  On the contrary, I think it's better this way because it saves up for the things I actually need and these needs are usually expensive :X

My brother is a dick.  He sleeps at 1 or 2 every night; even when he doesn't even fucken have homework.  It's pissing me off knowing that he's ruining his health and my XP computer by stressing it.  He took up Maplestory again and I just can't take that he's wasting another year of his life; how could he have not realized when he wasted 2 years of his life a while back?!  I wanted my brother to become an average kind of man, with a little or more build; not a fatass geek who wouldn't even be able to get a girl.  I bet he's going to regret this in the future since I'm failing to help him open his eyes to the consequences now.  It's my fault as well since I started sleeping so late.  I wish I could sleep earlier... this is becoming a terrible habit.

Holy crap, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to react but my dad saw me reading what he probably interprets as p0rn.  I read worse things but I try to keep them all stealth... pretty good at it too, considering I used to read smut when my grandparents were right behind me watching television.  I was reading the latest chapter of Say I Love You; haven't read girly romance manga in a while.  It's actually really cute but since it's set around high school kids, its obvious there would be hints of sexual acts involved.  There's no explicit content though!  It just so happened I open the chapter image and it was the image to the left.  It does look a bit perverted but after reading the chapter, I interpreted the image as portraying the innocence of the character.
I apologize if the image "tainted" you.  Get over it.  Oh and Xin Ru, you're probably the only person whose blog I've yet commented on.  Will get to you soon!  ><

Labels: manga, money, sleep, staying up late

It's quite late, considering I'm about to start AP Euro homework... which is gonna probably take at least two more hours and I'm not even gonna bother when it hits 1:30. I haven't finished two outlines these past two days but I'll somehow try to manage on the weekend?

Honors trig is killer. However, today was probably the easiest lesson since graphing was my only forte when it comes to algebra. I thought I'd understand it but when I got to the homework, thinking we had to graph, I probably died a little inside when I found it confusing; turns out that we didn't need to graph anyway so I managed to finish the easiest homework he'll probably ever give in good time. My textbook is missing pages...pages I need for homework.

Tech really is degrading my health. I've mentioned this before on another entry but seriously, it's worse now; I wonder how I'll even manage the next two years after sophomore. I basically sleep at 1 or 2 everyday. I need to wake up earlier than I'm supposed to to meet up with a friend who gets 8 hours of sleep just 'cause she wants to get to school early. My sleep deprivation is probably effecting my studies and how I am during class. Towards the end of the day, I'm usually dosing off in the last few periods. I recently starting bringing a canister of tea everyday in an attempt to keep me awake. Sucks that I finish drinking it all by fifth or sixth period.

Today sucked ass. Reason? I lost my pen. It was a pen in which I almost finished using all the ink. I've always wanted to use up a whole pen but it's just my luck that I lose it just when I was about done with it. now I gotta start all over. Well, according to the amount I have to write for Euro daily, I think it'll be empty in no time.

Here I am ranting for the past 10 minutes or so. I should seriously finish homework so I can shower and get some rest.

Labels: ap euro, homework, honors trig, school, sleep

There's not much to write about since it's not at all that exciting. The clutter of projects and homework that was assigned prior to the break has ruined my expectations for a relaxing vacation. I have two group projects due for English and I still don't get shit about what we need to do... another for DDP but it's going to turn out like bullshit because my partner and I have clashing personas when it comes to academic work. Then there's the usual long global, boring biology, and the long boring bio lab. I woke up at 2 today, sleeping later than 2 at night so if this habit keeps up, instigating procrastination, the results is a screwed me [seem like dejavu? Well it's not; it's just that I never learn...]

My plans for break were catching up in anime I'ven't (lmao, double contraction---oh the laziness) touched in weeks; maybe months. Then I gotta extract new PNGs for my archive which I haven't done so in months. There's the collaboration, the makeover for my Obscure which had been postponed for months... Posting on recent forums, daily... Ugh, so much to do in so little time.

Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day to those lovers out there (although I believe everyday should be Valentine's Day for you because it's illogical to make just one day special for your lover) and Happy SAD (Single's Awareness Day) to the singles.

Labels: biology, ddp-pltw, english, global, procrastination, project, sleep, websites

Yesterday, I had a strange dream where I was at school (after vacation) and I was let out early from Mediation. I thought I was going to be early to my last period class but then the bell rang and I was in the north side of the building; I needed to get to the southeast side. I don't know, but I suddenly didn't remember the room number and was to lazy to look at my schedule so I "improvised" and just kept walking up and down the stairs. I was blocked off by a library so I had to go up and down again and was late. I got to class and everyone was outside, the biology teacher was going to take us somewhere or whatever so I just sneaked into the crowd. What's strange was that the biology teacher in my dream was an old woman instead of my actual teacher whose a middle-age man. I didn't bother to know why and when we got to our destination, I realized the attendance has been taken so I hurried to look for the teacher and tell her I was late but she was no where to be found. The fear of having a cut card (or whatever they give for cutting class) scared me and I ended up waking up.

Today, I had another weird nightmare where I went to an after school play and it sucked because people had to sit in those metal folding chairs and the legs didn't have the covering so every time the chairs moved, it made that screeching scratching chalkboard noise. I don't remember anything pertaining to the play and afterward, we could all leave. I told someone to get my bookbag for me because I had to go somewhere and when that person gave me the bag, it turned out it wasn't mine. I was already outside of the school and I needed to get in to find my backpack but I knew the security lady wouldn't let us in again (this happened in reality). I panicked since I had my books, notes and schoolwork in there. I woke up but went back to sleep for another three hours.

Labels: nightmare, school, sleep

How my year ended: Finished two math homeworks; six more to go. Finished biology homework~I didn't need the computer at all xD So yea, I was finishing up some schoolwork. It just so happens that I've been staying up till 1:00 or 2:00 each day during my winter vacation and waking up around 11 ~ 1. Yesterday, I decided to go to sleep earlier for no apparent reason (around 11?) after I finished reading Artemis Fowl: Time Paradox (took like three months xP). I tried to go to sleep with the lights on because I was already laying on the bed and was to lazy to get up to turn it off, so I was half asleep because the lights and the sound of the fireworks kept me up partially as well.

I'm not so enthusiastic about a new year, maybe it's because its a regular day for me. I'll have to wait till February to be excited about Chinese New Year since I'll finally get money (I hope I don't waste it all or loose half of it like I did last year >.>").

My Resolutions:

• Pass Freshmen year without a lot of problems and good grades.
• I swear I thought of another one... ;_; I can't remember. GET A JOB! I am desperate for decent part time work!

Yea, not much.

Oh yea, Happy New Year!

Labels: 2009, artemis fowl, homework, new year, resolutions, sleep